The Bear
Uber Member

Roger,

It's me Peter who was wondering about a few things. Have you found any new sites of information for people to cite from other than Project Gutenburg? There is one that I found just can't use at bookshare.org. Plus, I haven't had that good of a time lately in my classes. Do you have any tips on learning a foreign language in particular spanish? I've never had this in my classes in high school. Do you believe people can be just as smart when they haven't had as good of an beginning education? I'm just depressed because of takin two classes that mean nothing towards my social science/history education degree with socialwork courses right now

So you change the rules to suit yourself then you are nothing but a hypocrite, a humbug and a boor.

It is ok for you to "tell it like it is" but not for people to tell it like it is to you. You are right you are not a nice person at all, in fact I stand by my original comments about you.

Roger,


Thanks for being so open minded other than your fellow counterparts. I try at times not to point the blame sometimes my hands betray my feelngs. Another rough thing is that both of my parents are essentially dead like the book by Charles Dickens about Pip. I feel as if he did at that time alone with nobody. My sister doesn't care if I live or die because she has her own family now leavig me all alone. My brother is in a group home. I have seen a lot of stuff in my lifetime more so than most people do in thier entire lifespan. I was even raped at the age of ten by my next door neighbor. I just want power or at least a level of respect with an higher wage to actually have some level of power over of my life. Instead people here look down upon me. They want me to destroy my life. I even drove a car under the influence when I was blind because I just didn't care anymore. Of course, someone else was there to steer the wheel nonetheless that is dangerous. It's hard for me to overcome homophobia, sexcism and even to a point of rascism ecause those groups all have screwed me over. My father threw my innocent cat into the road jut to see me suffer. It's almost the only thing that I have ever known. I have almst become completely numbified by the things that I witnessed. My x step dad kicked in the door and threatened to blow my mums head off. He stole our only washer and dryer as well to go live with my cousin to cheat on my mother. He even picked my mother up on kimo and tried throwing her outside. he cheated on her on her death bed. Get this now " we are going to the circus" that is what my brother in law said when my mother was dieing on life support. When my motherhad no where else to go, my sister didn't take her in. When I needed to be picked up from school for vacation, my sister charged almost double for her own profit. I have witnessed my brother od, slash his wrists and all kinds of sick things. I blame myself yes me te one that was a by product. At imes I feel like a monster beneath humans because I was powerless when I was a child to do anything. It's good to talk about it or I will lose my mind I think. I know you are a complete stranger, but strangely that is a good thing because it can't be used against me really. Have you ever looked into the mirror and wondered what you have become? I had an nightmare that was sick filled with people eating other people and becoming walking pinnocoes on stage in ront of zombies. I like to write unfortunately I am not smart. I am stupid as they say on the forum. Maybe Iwill be reincarnacated as a british puppet to just be as close to thier utopia that I live in the shadow of.

thank you .

please agaun .open the files - flash- :

http://www.saaid.net/flash/TheTrueReligion.htm

http://www.saaid.net/flash/last-breath.htm

http://www.saaid.net/flash/rasool05.htm

then
if you have times please read the web

http://www.sbeelalislam.org/eng/

thank you . and forgive me .

Thanks for standing up to the **** on the "repatriation thread" I realy did believe these people were extinct

regards (ranter)